Today I walked in to work wearing my Playwright Date Dress in Chambray from ModCloth with a little black cardigan tucked under the collar, a pair of black fleece tights and some chunky Mary Janes. As you can see, the Playwright dress is a super cute, retro style, polka-dot number. I felt like a million bucks and was really pleased with my outfit choice as I spent the morning getting ready. Walking up the sidewalk into the building I could tell people were looking at the hem of my dress peaking out from underneath my parka. Being a positive person, I figured they were just admiring the print of my dress. It felt nice – for a second. Then, as I reached my desk I heard the first words out of my coworkers mouth:
Recently I discovered the joy which is known as “DollarTree Makeup Hauls.” These videos are all over YouTube and one of my favorite YouTubers, JAMBeauty89 recently did one and I figured I should check my local Dollar Tree to see what I could find. There are a few reasons why shopping at the dollar store for makeup is a fun experience.
1. Everything is only a dollar. Makeup People (in my experience) tend to have very little control when it comes to shopping for cosmetics. When everything is only a dollar, If you come across something that absolutely sucks, you only wasted a dollar.
2. Hidden gems are so wonderful when you find them. The other day I hit up our local Dollar Tree and found some really great Milani Baked Shadows for a dollar. Normally I pick these up at the drugstore for about $4 – so saving $3 on them is super cool
3. Because I travel a lot, I ruin a lot of makeup. It’s a lot easier on my mind if I drop a $1 eyeshadow and bust it out of it’s pan than it is if I drop my Naked2 Pallet from Urban Decay and destroy $50 worth of product. I buy dollar store makeup sometimes specifically to travel with.
4. Because… Dollar stores you guys. You can really find some crazy shit at dollar stores!
In my haul earlier this week I picked up the items you see here to the left. All of them are good in their own right and I spent only $6 on the whole lot. The LA Colors trio actually turned out to be amazingly pigmented and gorgeous, and I wore an eye look to the office today using the middle color on my lid, the gold color on my crease and the bronze color on the right on my outer corner. Paired with an ELF mascara, my entire eye look cost only a fraction of $2. I also used the Physicians Formula Retro Glow powder. The payoff on that powder wasn’t as great as the LA Colors shadow – but then again, I only paid $1 for it… So I feel little to no remorse if I happen to pass it on to a friend or… you know… Just throw it away.
At the beginning of the year Mr. Man and I decided to put ourselves on a very strict budget. Student loans are kicking our ass. We also booked another cruise and want to make sure we don’t go in to bankruptcy for the sake of spending 8 days in the Caribbean drinking cocktails.
The budget happened way before I learned that I was being laid off, so after the news that I’d be out of work this spring, we tightened down even more.
As most of you probably know, being on a budget really slows down the social life a lot. Mr. Man and I like to be social. We LOVE to do things. We really, really, really enjoy spending money. Well, since the budget came in to play we’ve been sticking pretty close to home.
It has been close to 15 years since I have been unemployed. That’s kind of a long time for anyone who lives in the great state of Michigan. That being said, being faced with my upcoming layoff date of March 31, I’ve really been thinking about how different things are being unemployed today than they were all that time ago.
First and foremost, I’ve aged 15 years since the last time I was faced with having to call the UIA on a weekly basis. I’ve grown up a lot and I think this has a lot to do with why I feel less freaked out about my impending “doom” this time than I was 15 years ago. I posted the status you see below on Friday after several days of a roller-coaster of emotions the 25 of us that were laid off went through last week. I realize that not only was I shocked at my own optimism about my impending lay off, but that I would have never had the ability to vocalize my frustrations, fears and joys as easily as I had this time around. In other words, the last time I got let-go there was no such thing as FaceBook. I’m not sure yet if that’s a good thing or a bad thing.
So I’m calm… Not only that, but this wasn’t a sudden layoff like the last one was. The last employer that decided to get rid of me did it in a very sudden and abrupt fashion. (They cleaned out my desk for me while they had me in the office telling me they had eliminated my position – and then escorted me and my box of stuff out of the building) This time, I have actually got a couple of months to search for something new. That’s kind of a blessing and a curse (More on that sometime later).
However, now that the U.S. is coming out of the recent recession and the the economy is improving across the entire country, I do feel better about my chances of landing a comparable (or better) position than the one I am leaving after 11 consecutive years of employment. Michigan, while still one of the more difficult states to work and live in, seems a little more forgiving for the supply chain industry now than it did 5-6 years ago. I don’t feel like I have to flee the state just to find another job. Granted, I would love to move on to another locale and have been toying with that idea for many, many years – but timing is not quite right yet. On top of that, I have achieved 2 more degrees since the last time I was unemployed, so having those diplomas under my belt really helps me feel better (Also, more on this later).
I can remember the first time I went through the process of trying to sort out and apply for unemployment. I was confused and worried that I wouldn’t be approved. I basically lived paycheck to paycheck so I absolutely needed some weekly income or else I feared losing my house, my car and everything I had acquired over the 5-6 years that I had been working. It turns out that all of that fun stuff happened – foreclosure, repossession, bankruptcy… And many other unpleasant things as a result of losing my job AND going through a divorce all at the same time. However, this time I feel much more calm and optimistic. Age does that to a person, I suppose, but its weird because I am still in jeopardy now of all of the same things happening as I was 15 years ago. I guess I’ just more optimistic that I may not even have to file with good ‘ole M.A.R.V.I.N this time. Who Knows?
As I mentioned in the post I made the day I received the news that I was laid off, I would have never quit my job on my own to pursue anything better or more accommodating because my learned work ethic doesn’t suggest that kind of behavior. The issues I have with my current job has nothing to do with the nature of the work but rather the organization of the group I work in. The current organization of the company I am working for is not ideal for supply chain professionals (we do not sit with our manufacturing people and are expected to schedule from a separate location – difficult) so I struggled almost daily with not being able to lay my hands and eyes on the materials I was ordering and producing.
I am optimistic that I can move in to a future role where I can re-establish those relationships with the manufacturing folks in my group. I’ve learned that being in touch with the people who make what I schedule is so very important.
I love Big Lots. It’s a cheapskate’s paradise. Not only can you find some really cool name-brand stuff there for super cheap, but it’s also a wonderful place to discover hidden gems that you may have never heard of before. I find that Big Lots has a lot of beauty items that I can often get cheaper there than at the drugstore or grocery store. I typically stock up on shampoo and conditioners, body washes, mascaras & other makeup items on a regular basis. I also buy cat-litter, weird ethnic foods and lots and lots of electronic accessories from the “Lots.” It’s always a fun time searching for treasures in that store.
I lost my job today. I’m celebrating (?) by having just a “small’ glass of wine before I wind down for the night. Yep, those are tissues in the background… Their placement is purely coincidental. I haven’t shed a tear over my job loss today.
OK that’s a lie – I cried a little bit – kind of out of shock – but not because I’m upset.
Normally, announcing sudden unemployment from my job wouldn’t be something that I would openly discuss with the world on a blog. I am one of those people who is really self conscious about stuff like this and being unemployed is usually a sign of weakness for me. I don’t like not being in control – so when someone snatches something right out from under me without any warning, I tend to get really hostile and upset. However, that wasn’t the case today. I, along with about 20 – 30 of my fellow co-workers were let go suddenly and unexpectedly. We have 2 months of work left and then are released with severance.
Today I walked in the door around 12:30pm to meet my husband at home so we could drive together to an appointment. I had early meetings this morning so I was up and to the office before he even rolled out of bed this morning. When he saw me, the first words out of his mouth weren’t “hi” or “hello” but rather “You look so different without a dress on.”
I used to like independent movies.
Now I find most of them over-reaching and kind of boring.
I used to like new music.
Then the 90s ended.
I used to like live concerts.
Then Ticket Master started charging enormous service charges.
I used to like baking.
Then I bought a house with a crappy stove, and haven’t replaced it.
I used to like road trips.
Then my knees began to ache every time we sat in the car for a long time.
I used to like gin
Then… Hangovers in your 30s.
I used to like parties.
Then all of my friends had children.
I used to like ballet flats.
Then my arches began to fall.
Product reviews are a dime a dozen here on the Internet. Product reviews for cosmetics are VERY prevalent in Cyber Land. Beauty bloggers, wannabe makeup artists and people who have nothing better to spend their money on (like myself) seem to really like to give their opinions on makeup using vlogs, blogs and product reviews on websites. People’s opinions about the things they buy can be very entertaining. Have you read some of the hilarity on Amazon.com? If you don’t know what I’m talking about, check out the reviews for milk on Amazon. It sounds stupid, but I have spent many hours reading reviews on cow’s milk and laughing my ass off. Thanks for the free entertainment amazon.com.
I was always afraid that Jesus would inadvertently kill my mother. For many years, she had a giant, ivory rosary hanging in her bedroom above her bed. Each gigantic bead was carved with a silhouette of the Virgin Mary or Jesus depending on what prayer you were to say on the corresponding bead. The rosary was a gift from my grandparents after a pilgrimage to St. Anne de Beaupré to see Pope John Paul II sometime in the 80s. The rosary used to freak me out, not because it was scary looking but because it was at least five feet long and extremely heavy. I always feared that it might fall off the wall on to her head in the middle of the night while she was sleeping and kill her.